Evliogy Story 10: I return to what I am now. Now the topic subject of the story is “ Relationship with a Minor. “ This year, I turned 20, but not still graduating from high school. However, I’ve recently felt so lonely for lack of relationship experience. Exactly, it started occurring in my mind before I was into the essence of meaningful relationship with a 14-year-old online. She was so kind that I was attracted by her appearance and chats. In the end, I figured she’s so lovely, too. I think I’ve got a chance to deserve to be loved. And then by the way, I asked her out but refused my confession because I’m an adult. At that time, I was 19 and she was 14. At the point of my fury, I eventually said we’re done. Shortly after a while, there was a message “ No worries, Goodbye. “ from her. I had cried so many tears. This moment has obstructed my activity of making friends and retaining a good relationship with friends I have. Even some of my dudes are expressing fury with my word as to my ex-girl online. So I began to become more addicted to the world of the Internet Chat Applications and have gone out with each of two young girls twice. But I’m done with them because they could not afford it for relationship with another reconsideration of age difference. Therefore, the more obsessed I’m with those kinds of things, the more crazy I think I’m becoming. Furthermore, nowadays, I envy those men who have already gone out with minors. Now I feel like I’ve come to realise I’m already a loser never experiencing sexual intercourse with a girl at a period of minor, thinking it’s all over in my age and that there’s no chance to catch them all. I don’t deserve to feel sympathetic for the victory of the winners, but not the defeat of the non-sex-experiencing losers. If I already have done it, I would never feel like it’s naturally necessary to feel envious of the relationship of minors and adults. Please somebody help kill me with a knife, suppressing and suffocating my throat..